Seeking an answer

i know i'm losing it.no matter how hard i try i am unable to catch it.like the sand that you try hard to hold but it's all gone in vain.time is moving rapidly and nothing's swift about it.it's killing me comfortably and all i can do is stare at it helplessly.pondering deeply about what went wrong..what was the misfit and how could things get so ugly.it's odd and dull.it has lost it's direction.it is jeopardized .hey life come back to me and stare in my eyes..i'm seeking for an answer that'll change everything from this day forth...will teach me how to move on and do so with pride.what a hassle it has been all along...i'm doomed.pheww